houses lost

Yesterday while reading, I closed my eyes for a few minutes, going back, walking through all of the houses in which I have lived, but parts are missing: the basement stairway in Wayland, MI; the laundry-room and bedrooms (besides my own) in the first house in South Holland, IL; the basement, my parents and sister's rooms in Grand Rapids, MI; the study, and my parents and sisters rooms in Lakewood, CA; and the entire house (the first one) in Bellflower, CA, apart from the living room.